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November 21, 2017 / barton smock

modeling for poem

I don’t think I was born to see my face. my father looks like he’s about to say nothing. her vocabulary comes and goes.

November 21, 2017 / barton smock

from {L A I T Y}

poems from collection {L A I T Y}:

[having a disabled child]

means:

there is a tent
being studied
by dream.

missing
more than snow
the ashes
of snow.

footwear. and checking
our food
for holes.

means keeping
dry
a diver’s
eyelash. and leaving

to finish
absence.

~

[tenderness]

it is there
in the way
my father
refolds
a single
grocery bag
for a cyclops
that never
arrives

~

{we brought home the wrong dying baby} *partial

onstage a dog barks at an empty stroller. the mosh pit is weak. last count had three pregnant, three resembling the man who unplugged my father, and two praying for the inner life of a hole. onstage a boy is holding up a kite for another boy to punch. dog’s been tased.

sickness in the young is god’s way of preventing nostalgia from becoming the god I remember

I was beautiful but now I’m ugly. (now) being the most recognizable symbol of the present. this is the silence I speak of. my son says (more ball) and you hear (moon bone). he is very sick. his moon has bones.

~

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November 21, 2017 / barton smock

before touch has a body, we can see only

before touch has a body, we can see only

the hands of god
how they fumble

loneliness
and imagine

birth
for a family

of small
permissions

November 21, 2017 / barton smock

deconstructions for son

the day you were born
you were killed
in a dream
where some
were wounded.

I was there / to look / at the sky

November 21, 2017 / barton smock

{isacoustic*} etc

ISACOUSTIC*

please check out the work of Jon Cone, first contributor to {isacoustic*}: https://isacoustic.wordpress.com/2017/11/15/person-jon-cone-four-poems/

{isacoustic*} is a small place of mine and of some others, and is also somewhat yours. poems and poetry reviews and other misc.

guidance:

submit no less than [3] and no more than [7] poems to: isacousticsubmissions@gmail.com / /poems can be in the body of the email or attached as PDF, doc, docx / include a brief and non-clever bio

in order to be published, [3] of the poems in the submission must be selected by the editors / /all three poems will be published in one post / postings will occur weekly or bi-weekly

payment for a selected submission is 15.00 (5.00 per poem) / payment will be made within one month of the posting / previously published and simultaneous submissions are okay

every three months, the editors will self-publish a journal of the poems posted in those months. contributors will receive a copy.

what the editors are looking for: image-based absence. structurally sound offhandedness. clarity, yes, but not necessarily reliable. purpose.

donations to the journal can be made here: https://www.paypal.me/BartonSmock (if one places the name of a contributor in the payment notes, money will be sent to said contributor)

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OTHER NOTES

Lulu is offering 15% off all print books today through November 23rd with coupon code of LULU15

my most recent self-published work, {L A I T Y}, is there, here:
http://www.lulu.com/shop/barton-smock/l-a-i-t-y/paperback/product-23332280.html

I also have private publications available via paypal (bartsmock@gmail.com) or https://www.paypal.me/BartonSmock, as such, below:

chapbook, BASILISK, 64 pages $5.00
(Feb 2017)

chapbook, the accepted field, 84 pages $5.00
(May 2017)

chapbook, in this life another is you, 64 pages $3.00
(Oct 2017)

full length, so sang, 210 pages $8.00
(Oct 2017)

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RECENT POEM(S) and/or ERRORS

[SOFT FACTS]

we peck
in the darkroom
at the wrist
of a fish
our body language
proofing
the baby’s
dream

*****

body

like some use an alias. fingerprints

manna
for hand.

I was dreaming I guess
in the face of brevity

of god’s glassrabbit ocean

*****

at a time
unlike this

the father
is all
appetite

the chicken, gone
he points

to its ghost…

my mouth
is a church, my clock
a Sunday spider

in a dry
toilet

(I’m passionate about my grief)

your shadow

dolled up
in the yard

cyborg, minotaur

not once
did I watch
them sleep

*****

I don’t know what she saw
in that jar

but she’s been hours

rubbing
my head
with a balloon…

dad switches out the bag on her head
and slips something in my mouth
while saying
mouse
in the dollhouse

I doze for a moment and see a priest
pretend to fall
from a horse, and a stork

act
as it should

I see myself
a form
forged
by a twin, a reincarnation

that perhaps impressed
my photographer
son

*****

pills
minus the pills
given
by shepherd

*****

the cause of this grief escapes me and I worry can tunnel breathe. the snake in your love letter sounds real. it takes my belly to things

that are also

*****

dream is a boy dressed as his abuser sizing aquariums for the hand of a spider

*****

the first person to use these steps went down these steps. violence is the new past. I see a dove and think god will never know who it was ate his crushed light bulb. I betray my ear. the seashell of the stomach.

*****

I try, but can’t make my bed. mom says maybe I’m grief. after coming back to touch me, she wishes herself a bird.

I hope she eats.

then

I had a word for marble that wasn’t marble. both were swallowed.

thirst is not the same as forgetting to drink. god talks up his handicapped friend.

*****

what
will I never
see

lost
arachnid, a triangle

drawn
by others-

my legs make me lonely.

dream, put me down.

*****

upon my double
being seen
I am set
to self
destruct

I am no sadder
than twin, no sadder
than dog…

my wrist
is nothing’s
neck

*****

no knife in the dog of absence. not a scratch on wind’s throat. winged things that belong to the tooth in your shoulder. lipstick. the unhummed ribs of your wrist.

*****

night is the sound of my father’s adding machine. of mother narrating the life of a stone. lake is my brother’s action figure learning to swim on a full stomach. lake is a bird going from dream to dream as a mouse. hole is anything I bring home that isn’t my body. home from the city where sisters drink in silence to footnotes of future fictions.

*****

life is a shapelessness to which form describes its pilgrimage

dream a grave dreaming
of a cactus
for nothing’s
crow

*****

shape is a future fashioned from god’s inability to reflect

(she thinks her hair came from an egg. she is not alone.)

there’s nothing in the food

*****

and there I was, sad

my robot
giving hell
to an elevator

and I was forty-one
and still not there
the day that kid
got beat up
for keeping sadness
close

and I was never the poorest
in any room

is this what being poor means or meant

grief
that we can brush at the fossil
of grief

*****

suicide took the person she was named during.

I am old, here. a klutz abstaining from revelation.

bald as any
lover
of maps.

*****

had he not been all those years
writing a review
for the last book
in the world
my father
would’ve been
a poet

there are only so many crows
one can see
outside a laundromat
for the drowned, scarless hawks

so maternally nudged
into the travelogue
of my staying

*****

angel of the old well
speaks to god
in rabbit, I wish

jack-in-the-box
your films
were longer

*****

I don’t know the name of the animal that slept with god. that ate the pea and left a rib. that moved the angel’s grave. with help.

November 20, 2017 / barton smock

soft facts

I don’t know the name of the animal that slept with god. that ate the pea and left a rib. that moved the angel’s grave. with help.

November 20, 2017 / barton smock

soft facts

angel of the old well
speaks to god
in rabbit, I wish

jack-in-the-box
your films
were longer

November 20, 2017 / barton smock

flyover

thinking for shadow

(all my homes were entered at night)

and then for the crow
hit by the crow
our baseball

November 19, 2017 / barton smock

soft facts

had he not been all those years
writing a review
for the last book
in the world
my father
would’ve been
a poet

there are only so many crows
one can see
outside a laundromat
for the drowned, scarless hawks

so maternally nudged
into the travelogue
of my staying

November 18, 2017 / barton smock

{newly}

submission email for isacoustic* updated to: isacousticsubmissions@gmail.com

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please check out my new site: https://isacoustic.wordpress.com

here I will be posting poetry related items other than my own, including reviews and also the poems of others

please submit, and follow on facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Isacoustic-192435501303710/

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also, through November 20th, Lulu is offering 10% off all print books AND free mail shipping or 50% off ground shipping with coupon code of BOOKSHIP17

mine, self-published, are here: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/acolyteroad

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also, I have private publications that are available via paypal (bartsmock@gmail.com) or https://www.paypal.me/BartonSmock, as such:

chapbook, [BASILISK], 64 pages $5.00
(Feb 2017)

chapbook, [the accepted field], 84 pages $5.00
(May 2017)

chapbook, [in this life another is you], 64 pages $3.00
(Oct 2017)

full length, [so sang], 210 pages $8.00
(Oct 2017)

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