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May 20, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 55

As sounds to the flattening of a father's tinfoil hat

The 

astronauts our gods pinched so that we could leave the dream

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city 56

Land has some people here


May 19, 2021 / barton smock

(fundraiser for Baltimore Community ToolBank)

Please take part and donate to the Baltimore Community ToolBank, where my good brother Noah does some real work.

Check out the fundraiser HERE

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And, here is my brother Noah Smock, saying:

I look forward to turning 42 on June 4th. I celebrate by shining a light on the organization I work with, the Baltimore Community ToolBank. If you are inclined to buy me a beer, I kindly ask you to contribute here instead in any amount to support our work.

Anyone who knows me knows about the ToolBank. It is worth taking a moment to talk about how I got involved and why I remain so passionate about our work. I'll start that today and then share 42 distinct reasons over the next 42 days that highlight why our work is so essential to the fabric of Baltimore and the region.
I won't share exactly one reason per day, as that will exhaust us all. But by the time this fundraiser comes to a close, I will have shared a total of 42. I hope to not only raise money but also deep awareness of our movement to share resources with others.

I will share at the start that I joined the ToolBank team after being part of a group that was a ToolBank partner. I very much understood the benefit of the organization as a user before I decided to apply for the Executive Director position. My first thought when I heard the job was open so early in the organization's life was, 'Man--someone strong has to apply for that job because the ToolBank cannot disappear!' The organization I was working with as a volunteer, The 6th Branch, would have had to radically alter our service model and reduce our impact if we did not have access to ToolBank tools.

That is the start of my journey with the ToolBank: An organic need for the service from an outside view. So when I post about how incredible the ToolBank is, I don't think about the fact that I am the Executive Director. I always think of myself as a volunteer who has used the tools in the field and who knows the value. It is so much more than a dude in a shed sharing shovels. The ToolBank provides access to partners who lack access and who can channel their capital into their mission instead of buying tools. The ToolBank makes new, positive, community-based projects possible. Small organization, huge responsibility and impact.

If you choose to support our work here, Facebook pays all the processing fees for you. 100% of your donation goes directly to the ToolBank, which we will use to keep our lights on, our people paid at respectable wages, our warehouse cat spoiled and our tools in the hands of those who need them most.
May 18, 2021 / barton smock

skin, rocks, Ohio

barton smock's avatarkingsoftrain

So happy to receive my author copies today of skin to skin in an unmarked life from Trainwreck Press. (trainwreckpress.com)



Get it here

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Also, please read this excerpt of work from my self published private collection rocks have the softest shadows at Anvil Tongue Books, some of which is below:

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May 18, 2021 / barton smock

2018,2019,2020

from [ DIETS OF THE RESURRECTED ]

These are my hands, 

spider’s yawn and blueless blue.  

A son’s belly cradles the crushed eye of god.  

Even in a glass, 

milk
looks lost.

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[ KITE ]                                                           

even 
longing
loses 
me

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[ TAME ACHE ]

soap carvings
of birds
pulled mostly
from a son's
thunderstorm...

here and there
a worm
wrapped around
a stone.

all imagery is the same.

if the food 
is in your mouth
it's too late.
May 13, 2021 / barton smock

(sing and sign

I. 
     SIGNAGE

I currently have three signed copies each on my person of the self-published titles listed below.

animal masks on the floor of the ocean
June 2019, 124 pages
signed copy 15.00

an old idea one had of stars
Feb 2020, 58 pages
signed copy 12.00

rocks have the softest shadows
Dec 2020, 237 pages
signed copy 20.00

can be purchased via paypal (bartsmock@gmail.com)
or Venmo @Barton-Smock-1
or CashApp $BartonSmock

email bartonsmock@yahoo.com with inquiries or to request PDF

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II. 
     SKIN TO SKIN IN AN UNMARKED LIFE

Trainwreck Press and John C. Goodman held space that I might do some small above ground work with my new chapbook Skin To Skin In An Unmarked Life.

Would mean the world to me were you to purchase it and subsequently open it long enough to give it some closure.

title is 6.00, and can be purchased HERE

Let me know what you think or what you unthought.

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III. 
     FORMER CITIES

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city 1

A darkness that studies late into the last thought of a white mouse

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city 2

A snow that reminds 
mirrors 
to breathe

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city 3

A creature too naked to lose track of time

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city 4

Not laughing at god

How long

can the infant
go

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city 5

A short rain touching its shadow in a god just as real as a bird-hating seahorse 

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city 6

No plastic
in hell 

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city 7

Fast growing
child
of Eden,

I don't think
they were hiding
from God

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city 8

An Ohio barber spends her whole day

looking 
at icicles

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city 9

The children bathe together during what they call a thunderstory. 

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city 10

Older than god, water believes 

it's never 
lost 
a shape.
May 12, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 54

The singsong mothers in country unison 

While dipping a baby's sock
into a cup of mouthwash

Reverse in their sons a longness

(the air I had for something new Killed itself in a balloon
May 9, 2021 / barton smock

050821

I want to talk about it without talking about it. How we are somewhat poor, how we are a single income household, a dual love household, a single homebound parent household, and how I/we make 10,000 less a year because of unpaid FMLA due to my youngest having a progressive degenerative disorder, etc. It's all there of course, the difficulty, the heartstring, the period at the end of etc.

My ace daughter Mary Ann graduated today. I want to talk about the opportunities my children don't have, don't take, due to having a sibling that needs constant care. But of course I don't want to talk about that at all. But, how can I not, how can I not not. Etc.

My kids have support. And are loved. My wife is a light that makes spotlight find another, then another, then all. 

My daughter Mary Ann did the work. Privileged, for sure, with all this support. But also, as I said, she did work. This is what capitalism does, is designed to do...guilt, competition, and all without acknowledgment.

Mary, for her part, acknowledges. And is not better than anyone, but...is the best version of her many selves. And today, I speak to and speak under that. She said what she was going to do, and did it. And she saved, and gave, and moved in the world as it was given to her and then moved in the world as she made it. And that's something. And it might not always be true...life is hard, and unfair, and has older tricks...but today...I celebrate the one true thing that is true first and therefore forever. This movement, this stillness, that makes its little step away from, and against, the false.

Or something. Hell I don't know. But today was a good one, Mary Ann. Love you and by that I mean I loved you before and love you during and will love you after.
May 6, 2021 / barton smock

(signed copies of self published titles

I currently have three signed copies each on my person of the self-published titles listed below.

animal masks on the floor of the ocean
June 2019, 124 pages
signed copy 15.00

an old idea one had of stars
Feb 2020, 58 pages
signed copy 12.00

rocks have the softest shadows
Dec 2020, 237 pages
signed copy 20.00

can be purchased via paypal (bartsmock@gmail.com)
or Venmo @Barton-Smock-1
or CashApp $BartonSmock

email bartonsmock@yahoo.com with inquiries or to request PDF




May 6, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 53

It took three zeroes to invent loss

All three had to think of nothing
for I don't know

how long
This last

guess

May 6, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 50

We picked flowers and the elevators stopped

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city 51

Some days
see us

Twice 

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city 52

I could've been so young