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September 18, 2023 / barton smock

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A nonsmoker holds their breath for the entire runtime of your silent film about a person with invisible genitalia. God is looking at god’s grown-back thumb. There is a dream the arsonist has where she doesn’t stop watching the caterpillar. Anyway, I want to die at home. The hour isn’t long, but there are bodies.
September 17, 2023 / barton smock

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birthplace 59

We've said sober that the present is the ghost of now. That god is only dead because god has died before. I've seen a frog look like a wasp. And a wasp look crucified. Shoot anything that moves

sorrow. Slingshot, sex change, school bus. You can't be abused if you're from the future. Touch ends the past. 

September 16, 2023 / barton smock

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birthplace 58

Mournography 101:

Bird
place
fifty
seven
September 15, 2023 / barton smock

( some from 2022, it is still yesterday

GAP SONGS

when homesick
I seashell
my son’s weight
in softspots

~

IN THE BALLOONING EMPTINESS OF KNOWING THAT MOUTHS ARE SHAPES THAT DIED

an animal 
not sold 
on god
angels near 

its dinner

of mock 
and make
and make

~

HOW TO LIVE IN LAST OHIO

Keep getting the same sore throat.

Hit puberty
in a cornfield
while listening
for dogs.

Give 
for free
your father’s 
tadpole 

to a thief in a shrinking city. Take

no joy.

~

APARTURES

God is at every funeral
disguised
as god
the ghost

death couldn’t
keep

~

APARTURES

Two birds with one deer.

Touch is touch
teaching touch
the backstroke.

The nude
think snow
can die.

~

THE DIAGNOSIS

We walk to the car. Sometimes the car is different. If I look closely, I can see that I’ve put my son under my shirt. A video of a mother’s finger getting shut in a car door gives me a toothache. Searching lessens the find. There aren’t many pictures of us with our mouths open. There are things we can to do make it look like we don’t go outside. Choice is a medicine. You can eat or you can write, but you can’t do either. Clearly, thunderstorm, jesus had such a short memory that god became necessary. All babies in my dream, dream.

~

APARTURES

Time gives itself a childhood.

Alien, animal, beast, breast.
God loves 
a beginning.

Painkilllers don’t age.

~

UNTITLED

no matter that ghostpack
of cigarettes
under baby brother’s
pillow-

He breaks his hand in a poem
September 15, 2023 / barton smock

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birthplace 56

Touch is the brain’s last angel. Ohio erotica allows me to say things over and over. There’s only a name for this. The glacier my teeth are in. Shoebox

from the listener’s 
dream.
September 15, 2023 / barton smock

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birthplace 55

Mouse has gone to that bird place. Cry with me. Wasp, gasp. My son’s injuries keep him alive. In grade school, I wouldn’t use the restroom for fear I’d be seen wanting my hand to be seen. Touch is touch with nowhere to pray.
September 14, 2023 / barton smock

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birthplace 54

Wrist, owl,
rested

vowel.
September 14, 2023 / barton smock

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birthplace 53

describe not god but the photo-healed image that burned the book of your mother's hands
September 13, 2023 / barton smock

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birthplace 52

God can't see all of us. Kill the animal yourself. The animal will be fine. Death doesn't eat. It's not dark inside or out. I tried to write a haiku. I tried to be a drunk. Beauty is other people. Sex education is a short film that Ohio uses to advertise reincarnation. God can't see all of us.
September 11, 2023 / barton smock

simple god exits childhood .

I drop my mother’s cup of fake blood as my father tries to find the movie scene that will give him his age. My thumb breaks in a past death. The mumbling of its break speaks a moral thing to the smallest body ever to be vividly isolated. I am hearing all of this through an eggshell that mom says belongs to the angel best known for keeping quiet about skin. Under my brother’s shirt there crawls a wasp that smells like god. None of the blood can be saved.