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October 31, 2023 / barton smock

away

frostbitten
birthdays
the moths
vanish
all except
the one
that I press
to my stomach
like a mother’s
mother’s
mother’s
ear
yours
mine
mother 
who
October 30, 2023 / barton smock

away

There is not
in me
a heartbroken
ghost

It’s okay

My whole childhood I treated my thoughts
as bones

After all, after all
After all this light
A moth

can’t be starved
by god
October 30, 2023 / barton smock

words toward film, (Fremont) (Megalomaniac) (Perpetrator) (The Adults) (Tower. A Bright Day.) (Beginning) (Monica)

I absolutely love Babak Jalali's Fremont. For how it memorializes memory, for how it details and decorates the abandoned time machine of place, for how its characters believe they are pressed for words when they are actually pressed for how to language them, for its inward humor and outward heroics, for the path it cuts for heartbreak, for the space it leaves the unfixed, and and and. And nothing I’ve said really says anything that speaks to what this film creates a voice for. As Donya, Anaita Wali Zada’s performance is both wall and fly, a movement based on a waiting impatience, a look looking for a look back. Visibility is no healer. Witness, no miracle. And yet, you’ll see, if you haven’t already, something new, here. Something wonderfully made. Familiar, far away, whole.

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Karim Ouelhaj's Megalomaniac is mean, mad, and sad as fuck. A brilliance in its desperation. A sobbing in its violent glories. Pay attention to what it shows. Almost anti-exploitive. Eline Schumacher is a revelation whose performance ditches the revelatory to be instead a human from trauma's first future. It's demonic through and through, and raises the living.

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Via hyper engaged writing that re-imagines tired time travel and horror fantasies into a very awake grindhouse style teen movie that's progressive in both its reverse reverence and anti-homage, Jennifer Reeder's idea-driven and visually off-road Perpetrator invades and enhances spaces usually reserved for male histories and occupies the timeline thereof by overthrowing the mundanely comfortable with the bizarrely familiar. Kiah McKirnan makes her impossible performance relatable long enough to give it teeth, and short enough to quicken the blood might the heart reclaim its beating. There's so much here that even its revelations play catch-up to the known and the knowing.

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Dustin Guy Defa's The Adults is a ferociously sad film, not a showstopper in sight, just all show all the time. As siblings, Sophia Lillis deepens everything she does and doesn't touch, Hannah Gross is hermetically raw, and Michael Cera channels Julia era Tilda Swinton and Taxi Driver era Robert DeNiro in a performance that marries mirrors to every fantasy he's been divorced from. Don't blink, it's gone faster than loss can lose.

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Return has a future in Jagoda Szelc's Tower. A Bright Day. Just because it's ancient doesn't mean it's a demon. The world comes for us, despite our rituals. What is it about non-American performances that seem to be lived-in and okay with dying? None of this art matters if there isn't some recognizable earth. Anna Krotoska is revealing and familiar in her demands and commands and reprimands, and makes this whole thing human. What a perfect film. Humanistic, animalistic, so known, so unknown. It only takes a moment. The abyss, the void, the hour of confession, the always of nature, the possessed second. Good goddamn.

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What an indictment of absolution, is Dea Kulumbegashvili's Beginning. Witness is a weak viewfinder. One mirror turns to salt, one to stone. Fire is just trying to see itself. Sorry, I got drunk. Watch this film anyway. Sober up.

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Like watching a road movie in an empty house, Andrea Pallaoro's Monica is, by design, clumsily American, and, by detail, a hermetic ballet. Patricia Clarkson loses half her grip to illness beautifully, and we see the angel that saves her and the devil that rescues. Emily Browning and Joshua Close do well with small untouched touches, and Adriana Barraza looks at something we can only see. But the film belongs, and is given, to Trace Lysette, whose performance is a summoned stillness, a balance of childlike return and transformed vanishment. The last scene matters to all, but only because it feels like a first time for us and for them.

October 30, 2023 / barton smock

away

You’re still
mentioned
in the poem
that kills you.

Children confuse god.

(Suicide 

 for how it tells me 
 perfectly 
 nothing) 

Even weapons 
in Ohio
let silence
leave.
October 27, 2023 / barton smock

reflection on Jay Besemer’s ‘Men & Sleep’, Meekling Press, 2023

Men & Sleep
Jay Besemer
Meekling Press, 2023

chance animals
a man
a mania maintained

Jay Besemer’s Men & Sleep is a restlessly melodic verse of fractured energy and subtracted expedition. Ah, the maleness of my fake and tired knowing. A me-shaped forgetting. A you. I’m exhausted and can’t sleep. Sleep won’t die. I don’t know what my speaking touches. I don’t know where. Here is weather: The recency bias of the wounded latter. Here is a forest: The unbodied nearness of the hurt now. Besemer’s voice is pinpoint, but also un-surrounded. Bread and breadth. An underground melancholy, a pop-up tremor. The middle is the only beginning that can disprove origin. Tree, because tree. Ah, this formfitting imagery, squeezed through a scarred peephole. And these who-less creatures bathed far-off by the darkening of tomorrow’s remnant astonishment. It’s all here because it’s all there. One will feel partially found. Not by the all-ness of connection, nah. But by the mapped disconnection that holds things to the same legit remoteness.

~

reflection by Barton Smock
October 25, 2023 / barton smock

away

The poor, when poor, comfort god with horror films.

One misses
with others
with a single
letter
an entire
language.

Being is everywhere.

Angels erase death for having a memory.

Thinkers in the violet
capital
of atrocity

invent
thought.

God
is ok.

October 23, 2023 / barton smock

away

The rare
the sober
cigarette. The blinking

start
of a toy
fire. God's name

so long
it cured

my first
stutter. The homesick

spider's
unmoved
hunger.
October 20, 2023 / barton smock

away

Aftermath
is dead

Let the bomb believe it had 
a rib 
to lose

Let the image of two birds sharing a stone be the end of my eyes

In pencil
ghosted
pen
let her write
lifetime
supply

Childhood is necessary 
bc god 
can’t swim
October 19, 2023 / barton smock

away

The name of the ill child is password. The name of the dying is night. It doesn’t get too dark here. Quiet ant machine. Very shy moth. My parents are alive and were when I wrote this. Sleeping where god knows where.
October 18, 2023 / barton smock

away

For the second tower, I turned on the radio. The world isn’t actually the world. Rain finds a replica of me being nothing and death gets distracted. Hour, hour. I carry my fourteen year old son from room to room as I wait for air to sound like air and for one bone to take another under its wing. Make it about birds. God’s been here long enough to be real.