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November 17, 2023 / barton smock

2017, slight edits, from discontinued collection ‘everything I touch remembers being my hand’

TREE
OF NOTHING’S
APPLE

I know a woman whose shadow will never be the same.

We are eating from a bowl that wants to go home.

*

SURGERY, AGE EIGHT

These names, before you were born. Colorblind orphan, yawnless fish. Ghost with calendar.

Look at me
when I’m invisible

*

NOTES FOR INSECT

I will never know a ghost story

god does not

*

DOORBELL, HOUSE OF NOTHING

I cured my son
in another
language

that of a perfect child
born
to draw
a circle-

doorbell, house of nothing

*

MOOD PIECE FOR APPLE

A father remembers making dinner and whistles at the sober. His death nudges a turtle in the direction of some absent creature chewing gently on its tongue beneath a poster of a missing dog. Lightning prays wheelchair and preaches lawnmower. There is a woman here said to live on hair. On whose mouth we survive. Birth thinks only of itself. Not a day goes by in the grocery of touch.

*

SUICIDE
ETIQUETTES

the microscope god avoids by sucking his thumb

–

dream and blood- their unpainted rooms

–

the deer tipped off by mannequins

–

a zookeeper’s empty mom

*

FURTHER ANNOTATIONS FOR
SON

god closes the food truck and waits for his carefully chosen porn to buffer.

even
over this
a star

*

A MOMENT OF SILENCE FOR THE SHY

The suicide of a mother’s
swimming

instructor. The browsing

history

of little
ghost.

*

IN THE BORROWED DRESS
OF A MORE
VIVID
SIBLING

oh
voice, my immediate
orphan

*

I DREAM AT AUCTION OF A HELL FOR GHOSTS

and stork
is never
home

*

FORTY
-ONE

alien that I failed

my boys
are lonely

*

CHASMIC

Each drawing I do of my face is uglier than the last. God sends me hands I can’t use and prays for his hair. If I have a daughter, she is returning items to a small mirror. Keep me if I don’t.

*

UNTITLED

I was dead
I thought about death
I died

sleep was the only spotlight my mother could avoid

if you see a wolf, know suicide

has stopped
working

swimming with father, I said jesus is not the best scarecrow
and father said
swim

I still can’t find Ohio in the the bomb-maker’s Ohio

*

DEATH
& PRAYER

i.

to be called forth
from nothing

how perfect

/ no melancholy
is fair
to insect

ii.

would that we could be separated
later
by birth

that we might enjoy
shape

/ the darkness of being remembered
November 16, 2023 / barton smock

it snowed, I drank, and the fainting mouse of my child’s stomach would not stop sleeping

I thought
reading
would last.

Loss has the appetite of god.
November 15, 2023 / barton smock

the naked nude trapped by touch and the brief animal that slept on us

Look like someone who’s being looked at

Cut yourself 
in circle’s 
home
November 15, 2023 / barton smock

death has never lost a limb and everyone in heaven thinks you created them

Land is where land
is afraid
of land’s
ghost.

Kill me.
I’m new here.
November 14, 2023 / barton smock

children, count your fingers on your fingers in a very perfect nothing and hide your eating in the stomach of a moth

Name your pets twice

Forget to be children
November 12, 2023 / barton smock

dream facts

Our son has been laughing all day. We don’t know if it’s the medicine or if it’s joy. He can’t talk to himself. Say bomb and I’ll say god’s brain is manmade. Angels are ableist. Have one seizure and they look for any bush on fire. If I wanted to, I could live with a deer and learn sign language. The hospital is there and the hospital is there.
November 10, 2023 / barton smock

release of Wasp, gasp. / POEMS Barton Smock / Incunabula Media (2023)

Had a strange weekend that saw my youngest son, who is medically complex/fragile, in the hospital with pneumonia, rhino enterovirus, etc, and was on sepsis watch for a bit. During all this, my newest non self-published work was released by the elegantly dark Incunabula Media, title of which is Wasp, gasp. 

Am very grateful to David Mitchell for letting me do my thing, and for working with me on the cover image of the work, which is original art by my son Noah Michael Smock, as such:

Also need to deeply thank the number of poets and artists who said something toward the work before it was spoken correctly away. Such speech is below and I've put it inside anything above me.

Praise for Wasp, gasp.

Reading these poems is like assembling a kaleidoscope in a dim room and each jewel that finds its place lights up a glimpse of a spectacular depth. This collection of words is brilliantly surreal. Unlike much writing that's brilliant and surreal, these pieces hold their contents with tenderness. After a while, the love shines through as more important than any sense one might make of lesser things.
-Kyla Houbolt, poet, author of Surviving Death

The worlds of these poems are apocalyptic. Is it the past searching for the present or the present searching for the past? How does one reconcile all of this life but trying to find the words. Touch, god, owl, moon, son, daughter, Mom, Dad, brother. Sex. Ohio. The movies. Baby. Death. The things we brush up against that tell us we are living / that tell us we are also dying. The insidiousness of religion, but also the saving grace of belief or worship. It is clear that Smock worships the word and the world the word can build - a boat. When I read Barton Smock’s work I never want it to end and I always want it to end because it strikes me deep in my heart. He writes in birthplace 76 I want to have these talks. Dog parts and lost hell. My hair dead longer than yours. These poems - a child stunned to find themselves an adult, the search for answers seems meaningless, and yet here is the word, building a ladder out of the muck. Here is the word continuing to make sense of all that has been lost. Of all that will.
-Jane Stephens Rosenthal, poet and filmmaker

This is powerful stuff, ripped from place of dream and nightmare, love and song, a deeply personal voice is given form here.
-Jon Cone, poet, author of New Year Begun

To read Barton Smock is to unlock a sliver of a Midwestern surrealist's (frog-less) dream. Here, God is often in the other room, consumed by the death of childhood and the stylings of the continual family, where famine and loneliness and love all succumb to the image-driven line. To the sideways divine. Grief as a sting. Most of Smock's poems (of which, he has thousands) are often a couple dozen words. Rarely more than a paragraph. A snippet. A breath. A postcard to bury in the ground, its flowers to be shaped like ancient ghosts. Barton Smock's newest ode is his collection Wasp, Gasp, a lyrical visit through childhood handstands and Ohio backlands and lackluster devils expelling hunger in a drunk stomach discovered in someone else's coat. To tackle the line is to fine-tune the prayer-in-hiatus, the blessed text of sleep. This book is the drink. This train is the king.
-Benjamin Niespodziany, poet, author of No Farther Than The End Of The Street

Smock leverages paradoxes, non-sequiturs, and wordplay to pulse out euphonious theophanies. With each succeeding poem, he intones nightmares and dreams the reader awake.
-George Salis, author of Sea Above, Sun Below

Barton Smock knows something that time also knows, continuing & carving out his own path within a rich tradition of surrealist-absurdist poets blazing a poetic path seemingly out of thin air. Smock’s poetic is filled with a stark heart & curiosity which leans on the unknown as much, or more, as on the known. This is the voice of a seer. The voice implores, becomes plural, rages & laughs & cries & asks. At times, a lost & reluctant prophet who heeds that "some places exist only after you reach them twice." Smock sees the deepness within himself, and perhaps, within all living beings in unison. And this may be one of my favorite gifts of Wasp, gasp—the poet’s way of approaching himself & this very existence with the same amount of integrity, imagination & nervous wonder. Wasp, gasp is a poetry of astoundment which I can foresee standing the test of time simultaneously with Al-Khazneh, Machu Picchu & Stone Henge alike.
-Daniel Cyran, poet, curator and editor of Anvil Tongue

I have lived in Ohio, and experienced its liminal qualities. Both an antiheaven and an antihell, it has the peculiar promise of being illegible from within and without. The narrator's body in Wasp, gasp is also illegible in this way, vibrating slowly between life, death and something else. In this space made by vibration, another something-else can emerge, in sonic play and folding images. God and dog circle one another then flop onto the ground, roll around. I know the demands of a liminal body in a place that won't hold it, what that might create. Barton Smock invites a reader to enter that zone too, the place that is a mode of being, one form of secret (or secret form) revealed:
The more internal/ the life, the longer/ the past./ A velvet cricket.
-Jay Besemer, poet, author of Men and Sleep

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And, a reading of the work is HERE

On Goodreads, HERE
November 8, 2023 / barton smock

outside of the dream we see Moses break a skateboard over his knee

A black leaf is trying to make a fist

A baby
is scraping
by
November 6, 2023 / barton smock

we’re in the dream where you brush your teeth and then we’re in a room where rich people think about death

Sleep has its own stomach

Which one of us 
is hungry
changes

so one of us
isn’t
November 6, 2023 / barton smock

human effort

I don’t know
what’s worse
god liked
me once