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January 9, 2024 / barton smock

exodus machine

Shape’s
false
amnesia.

God’s last life.

Angels unforgettably conscious.
January 8, 2024 / barton smock

loss machine

A snake swallows a tooth while dreaming of an egg. 

So much
is not
god’s.
January 7, 2024 / barton smock

sorry went on facebook live and read from Wasp, gasp. (Incunabula 2023)

reading from Wasp, gasp. (Incunabula 2023)

Book is HERE

Reading these poems is like assembling a kaleidoscope in a dim room and each jewel that finds its place lights up a glimpse of a spectacular depth. This collection of words is brilliantly surreal. Unlike much writing that's brilliant and surreal, these pieces hold their contents with tenderness. After a while, the love shines through as more important than any sense one might make of lesser things.
-Kyla Houbolt, poet, author of Surviving Death

The worlds of these poems are apocalyptic. Is it the past searching for the present or the present searching for the past? How does one reconcile all of this life but trying to find the words. Touch, god, owl, moon, son, daughter, Mom, Dad, brother. Sex. Ohio. The movies. Baby. Death. The things we brush up against that tell us we are living / that tell us we are also dying. The insidiousness of religion, but also the saving grace of belief or worship. It is clear that Smock worships the word and the world the word can build - a boat. When I read Barton Smock’s work I never want it to end and I always want it to end because it strikes me deep in my heart. He writes in birthplace 76 I want to have these talks. Dog parts and lost hell. My hair dead longer than yours. These poems - a child stunned to find themselves an adult, the search for answers seems meaningless, and yet here is the word, building a ladder out of the muck. Here is the word continuing to make sense of all that has been lost. Of all that will.
-Jane Stephens Rosenthal, poet and filmmaker

This is powerful stuff, ripped from place of dream and nightmare, love and song, a deeply personal voice is given form here.
-Jon Cone, poet, author of New Year Begun

To read Barton Smock is to unlock a sliver of a Midwestern surrealist's (frog-less) dream. Here, God is often in the other room, consumed by the death of childhood and the stylings of the continual family, where famine and loneliness and love all succumb to the image-driven line. To the sideways divine. Grief as a sting. Most of Smock's poems (of which, he has thousands) are often a couple dozen words. Rarely more than a paragraph. A snippet. A breath. A postcard to bury in the ground, its flowers to be shaped like ancient ghosts. Barton Smock's newest ode is his collection Wasp, Gasp, a lyrical visit through childhood handstands and Ohio backlands and lackluster devils expelling hunger in a drunk stomach discovered in someone else's coat. To tackle the line is to fine-tune the prayer-in-hiatus, the blessed text of sleep. This book is the drink. This train is the king.
-Benjamin Niespodziany, poet, author of No Farther Than The End Of The Street

Smock leverages paradoxes, non-sequiturs, and wordplay to pulse out euphonious theophanies. With each succeeding poem, he intones nightmares and dreams the reader awake.
-George Salis, author of Sea Above, Sun Below

Barton Smock knows something that time also knows, continuing & carving out his own path within a rich tradition of surrealist-absurdist poets blazing a poetic path seemingly out of thin air. Smock’s poetic is filled with a stark heart & curiosity which leans on the unknown as much, or more, as on the known. This is the voice of a seer. The voice implores, becomes plural, rages & laughs & cries & asks. At times, a lost & reluctant prophet who heeds that "some places exist only after you reach them twice." Smock sees the deepness within himself, and perhaps, within all living beings in unison. And this may be one of my favorite gifts of Wasp, gasp—the poet’s way of approaching himself & this very existence with the same amount of integrity, imagination & nervous wonder. Wasp, gasp is a poetry of astoundment which I can foresee standing the test of time simultaneously with Al-Khazneh, Machu Picchu & Stone Henge alike.
-Daniel Cyran, poet, curator and editor of Anvil Tongue

I have lived in Ohio, and experienced its liminal qualities. Both an antiheaven and an antihell, it has the peculiar promise of being illegible from within and without. The narrator's body in Wasp, gasp is also illegible in this way, vibrating slowly between life, death and something else. In this space made by vibration, another something-else can emerge, in sonic play and folding images. God and dog circle one another then flop onto the ground, roll around. I know the demands of a liminal body in a place that won't hold it, what that might create. Barton Smock invites a reader to enter that zone too, the place that is a mode of being, one form of secret (or secret form) revealed:
The more internal/ the life, the longer/ the past./ A velvet cricket.
-Jay Besemer, poet, author of Men and Sleep
January 6, 2024 / barton smock

( again not a thing

this dream where an owl as big as a mouse lives with a mouse in the mouse's hole and they share a scratched up plate that looks like something a microscope would eat off of and for once I don't really know who I am in the dream beyond maybe just in the theater making sure I don't drink too much because when I drink too much I miss scenes but inevitably I miss a few scenes and I come back to the mouse and the owl fighting over the plate and the mouse kicks the owl out and says this wasn't normal anyway and of course the mouse says all this without speaking and it's only when the owl doesn't leave that the mouse realizes the owl isn't real and the problem with this realization is that the mouse then thinks all owls aren't real and I can see where this is going and so can you and I told a friend about this dream and he said dreams don't usually have a moral or end that way and the real end of the dream is that I don't have friends and now we're both sad
January 5, 2024 / barton smock

reflection on Rocket Celestial, John-Michael Bloomquist, White Stag Publishing 2023

Rocket Celestial
John-Michael Bloomquist
White Stag Publishing, 2023

I don’t know where I’m healed because I don’t know where I’m sick. Dear body, John-Michael Bloomquist’s Rocket Celestial is an escorted vision that sees itself then sees itself out. Is an eyelash stitched into a chameleon’s scar. At its crucified center are folk songs about robotic nostalgias, scriptures of the between life, skulls filled with hair rattling around in space helmets larger than toothaches, and animals with memories invented by progress. In its gifted heaviness are transmissions that spiral and become some southern phantom dreaming of a tree that remembers the last unprogrammed tree. If its verse puts body horror on the moon, the moon being a way of saying the world we came with had a destroyed past and a way of saying I inherit the balance of my absence, then its song keeps its images isolated to those saintly encoders whose hauntings embed creation in the most freely fearful. This is an earth story, an exact art of lonely math, an inward outing of inquiry, blood, and peace. Lesson is a sound. Let it ring, untraveled, here. I don’t know where we begin and we begin.

~

reflection by Barton Smock

January 5, 2024 / barton smock

funeral poem

With each
new dream
I’m dead
longer
to the same
people.

I learn their language
by knowing
what to say. Mine

by sleeping
naked
near a god
whose creator

is a changed
creature. I get

about as far
as a bullet
dragging
an angel. Sound

is a small
collector.

Sound
is a small
collector.
January 3, 2024 / barton smock

garden poem

Adam had a gun and Eve said do something with your mouth. God asked the gun to make nakedness. The gun heard loneliness. The animals ate each other because there was no fruit.
January 2, 2024 / barton smock

movie list 2023

Saw 232 new movies in 2023, and 22 I'd seen before, for a total of 254. 

232 is a yearly best for new movies seen. To be fair, I was ill the first 6 or so months of the year, so had some down time.

My average rating was 6.29

Top Ten movies were: Tower. A Bright Day., Fremont, Return to Seoul, Beginning, Saint Omer, Paterson, The Lighthouse, Aftersun, Miracle, and Transit.

List is below.

10
Tower. A Bright Day.
Fremont

9.93
Return To Seoul
Beginning

9.87
Saint Omer

9.8
Paterson

9.73
Lighthouse, The

9.67
Aftersun
Miracle (2021)

9.53
Transit

9.4
Beau Is Afraid
Unknown Country, The

9.27
A House Made Of Splinters
Never Rarely Sometimes Always
May December

9.2
Showing Up
Beasts, The

9.13
Barbara
Asteroid City
Bait
Carol

9.0
Starling Girl, The

8.93
Marcel The Shell With Shoes On

8.87
Holy Spider
Descendant
Earth Mama
R.M.N.

8.8
Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy
Incendies
Monica

8.73
Reality
Yella
Royal Hotel, The

8.6
Decision To Leave
Dreamin' Wild

8.53
Are You Lonesome Tonight?
Megalomaniac
Dream Scenario

8.47
Sick Of Myself

8.4
Evil Dead Rise
Adults, The

8.33
Monos
Blackkklansman
Master Gardener
Order of Myths, The
Rhymes For Young Ghouls
Giving Birth To A Butterfly

8.27
White Noise
Whale, The

8.2
Full-Time
Bones And All
House That Jack Built, The
Bottoms

8.13
Close
Outwaters, The

8.07
Enys Men
Mother, I Am Suffocating. This Will Be My Last Film About You.
Great Photo, Lovely Life

8.0
My Life As A Zucchini
Marshland
Sing Street
Huesera: The Bone Woman
I Got A Monster
Are You There, God? It's Me Margaret.
Stars At Noon
Milli Vanilli

7.93
Love & Mercy
Sanctuary
Seire
Birth / Rebirth
Talk To Me
Black Christmas (1974)
Jennifer's Body
When Evil Lurks
Killer, The (2023)

7.87
Perpetrator
Smell of Money, The

7.8
Tin Can
Calvaire
Civil Dead, The
Fablemans, The
Reptile

7.73
Menu, The
Piggy
Infinity Pool
Mona Lisa and the Blood Moon
Memory: The Origins of Alien
Train to Busan
Mother, May I?
Joy Ride

7.67
When You Finish Saving The World

7.6
Painted Bird, The
Causeway
Passenger, The (2023)
Severing, The

7.53
Rolling Thunder
Puss In Boots: The Last Wish
Cobweb
Thanksgiving

7.47
Dumb Money

7.4
Half of It, The
Baby Ruby
How To Blow Up A Pipeline
Theater Camp

7.33
As Of Yet
You Hurt My Feelings
Shortcomings

7.27
Victim / Suspect

7.2
Fever Dream
Woman King, The
Joe (1970)
Dating Amber
Megan
Missing
Women Talking
Deepest Breath, The
Last Stop Larrimah

7.13
Jethica
Harley and Katya

7.07
Tales of the Grim Sleeper
Sam Now
Flora and Son

6.93
A Thousand And One
Deadstream

6.87
Chalk Line, The
Welcome To Pine Hill
Indiana Jones and the Dial of Destiny
Blackening, The

6.8
BS High
No One Will Save You
Please Don't Destroy: The Treasure of Foggy Mountain
Ghosts of the Void

6.73
Integrity of Joseph Chambers, The
Knock At The Cabin
For Ellen
Somewhere In Queens
Into The Deep: The Submarine Murder Case

6.67
A Wounded Fawn
Artifice Girl, The

6.6
Sick
You People
Livid
Influencer
Bad Grandpa

6.53
Body, The (2012)

6.47
Brightwood

6.4
Murder!
Seven Faces of Jane, The

6.33
We Might Hurt Each Other

6.27
Alice, Darling
Pale Blue Eye, The
Mindhorn
Boston Strangler

6.2
Beyond Human Nature
Last Voyage of the Demeter, The

6.13
Cocaine Bear
Peninsula
Run Rabbit Run

6.07
Hidden

6.0
After The Bite

5.87
Moon Garden
Totally Killer

5.8
Grudge, The (2019)
Exorcist: Believer, The

5.73
Murder Mystery 2
Renfield
Good Nurse, The
No Hard Feelings
Dark Harvest
It Lives Inside

5.67
Susie Searches

5.6
Capturing The Killer Nurse

5.53
Calling, The
Unidentified Objects

5.4
Hypnotic (2023)
Boogeyman, The
Ice Cold

5.13
Gray Matter

5.07
Marsh King's Daughter, The

4.93
Undead

4.87
Hell Camp

4.8
Take Care of Maya

4.73
Unheard, The
There's Something Wrong With The Children

4.53
Sharksploitation

4.33
Scream 6
Maggie Moore(s)
Slumber Party Massacre

4.27
Burn
Jacir

4.2
Leave The World Behind

4.07
Manodrome

3.8
Slotherhouse

3.73
Blood (2023)
A Good Person
Happiness For Beginners
Cleansing Hour, The
Fair Play

3.67
Mayhem

3.4
Malum

3.27
Son, The (2022)

3.2
To Catch A Killer
Replicas
Meg 2: The Trench
Good Mother, The (2023)
Accidental Love

2.73
Luckiest Girl Alive
Insidious: The Red Door
Slumber Party Massacre 2

2.67
Bad Things

2.6
Willy's Wonderland

2.27
Unseen
Pet Sematary : Bloodlines

1.8
Outpost

1.53
Lesson, The

1.47
They Wait In The Dark

1.4
Wish Upon

1.33
Bama Rush
Esme My Love

1.27
It's A Wonderful Knife

.6
Family Switch

.47
Estate, The

.4
Lullaby

.33
Tutor, The
James Nash Is Married

.2
Other Zoey, The
Navigating Christmas
Death Link
Your Christmas Or Mine 2

.13
Coffee Wars

.07
Exmas

.00
Puppy Love


And, some words toward:

With harshly deadpan imagery, Seth A. Smith's Tin Can is a distantly fed close-up of tiny starvations. Anna Hopkins gives her character both strength and weakness and is able to differentiate what moments are realization and what are revelation. If all stories are doomed, revenge seems to meet a different maker than love. Class, age, access, protection...I don't know. Kick against that loneliness, tip it over, and still humans are what separate us from being human.

No heart of gold, here. Just difficult people feeling small. In this, The Whale, Fraser plays Charlie as goofy and scared and watches as they become the same thing. His performance finds not only common ground but also an earth to step quietly upon. Hong Chau, as Liz, gives an outing both open and inner, and for all the air sucked out of nonexistent rooms, her performance makes place hard to leave. Morton and Sink hit different keys and I was glad that both seemed beyond grace notes. I saw no lingering, nor excessive helplessness, nor loving of what helplessness there was. I did see these characters eyeing the exit immediately and then some deciding to stay, and others deciding to stay until their staying was exposed as a decoy for lost absence. I saw people pausing in doorways, brightly going, brightly gone. Not everything in the film is a perfect fit, and the ending both works and doesn't work, and is probably not what really happened. But it wears well the wearing down.

Theodore Schaefer's Giving Birth to a Butterfly is a disciplined dream that voids abstraction with a logic that is so awake it doesn't need sleep to get to the places it passes by to protect its map. I loved it. Annie Parisse and Gus Birney bell departure with a look and ring arrival in the church of the heartbreakingly deadpan. Owen Campbell and Paul Sparks each become elemental to a different outskirt, and give just enough blur to the ineffectively invisible, while Rachel Resheff grants a past permanence to the momentary. Things, here, are what they seem. Bring your leavings.

Morrisa Maltz's The Unknown Country is a work of deep location and knowing randomness that has a sweet tooth for the spare feast that is companionship and for the busy desolation that candies the eye. Aimlessness has many churches, and Lily Gladstone finds worship enough in her performance to cut the past with both clenched jaw and soft blink while drawing futures from a withholding present. What an elegant surplus of discovery is found, here, where nothing moves beneath the feet of those called to the body that carries their stillness.

David Fincher's The Killer is empty male whiteness as deep black comedy. Or it's just efficiently smug and hollow and kills everyone but the rich white dude. I am going with the former. But the joke might be on me.

I absolutely love Babak Jalali's Fremont. For how it memorializes memory, for how it details and decorates the abandoned time machine of place, for how its characters believe they are pressed for words when they are actually pressed for how to language them, for its inward humor and outward heroics, for the path it cuts for heartbreak, for the space it leaves the unfixed, and and and. And nothing I’ve said really says anything that speaks to what this film creates a voice for. As Donya, Anaita Wali Zada’s performance is both wall and fly, a movement based on a waiting impatience, a look looking for a look back. Visibility is no healer. Witness, no miracle. And yet, you’ll see, if you haven’t already, something new, here. Something wonderfully made. Familiar, far away, whole.

Megalomaniac is mean, mad, and sad as fuck. A brilliance in its desperation. A sobbing in its violent glories. Pay attention to what it shows. Almost anti-exploitive. Eline Schumacher is a revelation whose performance ditches the revelatory to be instead a human from trauma's first future. It's demonic through and through, and raises the living.

Via hyper engaged writing that re-imagines tired time travel and horror fantasies into a very awake grindhouse style teen movie that's progressive in both its reverse reverence and anti-homage, Jennifer Reeder's idea-driven and visually off-road Perpetrator invades and enhances spaces usually reserved for male histories and occupies the timeline thereof by overthrowing the mundanely comfortable with the bizarrely familiar. Kiah McKirnan makes her impossible performance relatable long enough to give it teeth, and short enough to quicken the blood might the heart reclaim its beating. There's so much here that even its revelations play catch-up to the known and the knowing.

The Adults is a ferociously sad film, not a showstopper in sight, just all show all the time. As siblings, Sophia Lillis deepens everything she does and doesn't touch, Hannah Gross is hermetically raw, and Michael Cera channels Julia era Tilda Swinton and Taxi Driver era Robert DeNiro in a performance that marries mirrors to every fantasy he's been divorced from. Don't blink, it's gone faster than loss can lose.

Jagoda Szelc's Tower. A Bright Day. knows and unknows and always undoes. Just because it's ancient doesn't mean it's a demon. The world comes for us, despite our rituals. The performances, here, are lived-in and okay with dying. None of this art matters if there isn't some recognizable earth. Anna Krotoska is revealing and familiar in her demands and commands and reprimands, and makes this whole thing human. What a perfect film. Humanistic, animalistic, so known, so unknown. It only takes a moment. The abyss, the void, the hour of confession, the always of nature, the possessed second. Good goddamn.

Dea Kulumbegashvili's Beginning has a runtime that avails duration of its gospel. What an indictment of absolution. Witness is a weak viewfinder. One mirror turns to salt, one to stone. Fire is just trying to see itself. Sorry, I got drunk. Watch this film anyway. Sober up.

Like watching a road movie in an empty house, Andrea Pallaoro's Monica is, by design, clumsily American, and, by detail, a hermetic ballet. Patricia Clarkson loses half her grip to illness beautifully, and we see the angel that saves her and the devil that rescues. Emily Browning and Joshua Close do well with small untouched touches, and Adriana Barraza looks at something we can only see. But the film belongs, and is given, to Trace Lysette, whose performance is a summoned stillness, a balance of childlike return and transformed vanishment. The last scene matters to all, but only because it feels like a first time for us and for them.

Watching Park Ji-Min in Davy Chou's Return to Seoul is like hearing music that someone else doesn't, and then they hear it and you don't, and then you both hear it and both try to find where it's coming from, you split up, and the music stops. But you can't be sure. And you might be two people. And you might be alone.

Alice Diop's radiantly grey Saint Omer is some unwatched, new, unknowable spectacle. A stationary doom that travels back in time to change place. A doom that takes time with it. The film is full of transcript, detail, explanation. But its magic is not uttered, and says all the quiet parts in a found language. Its rooms, its bodies, its faces, make of image a plagiarist. Its distance gets inside. You'll stand, and feel returned.
January 1, 2024 / barton smock

( reflections 2023, books read

No Farther Than the End of the Street
neighborhood poems by Benjamin Niespodziany
Okay Donkey Press, 2022

How just recently undiscovered the poems feel in Benjamin Niespodziany's No Farther Than the End of the Street, and how secretly they demand distraction. I've been ill of late, and in this lateness have come to believe that revelation does not come, after all, to those who wait. So I waited, and held, then read, this inescapably freed book. I am weak and want to say things simply. I strain to recall whole silences. I write that love is made of two people telling each other that they have a room at the hotel when neither of them do. Niespodziany takes the nameless and the familiar at face value and lets one mask disguise another. I am weak, I strain, there is joy here. In this verse, a neighborly, twinning joy...and a sadness brought to earth both by the alien mediocrity of grief and by those few doubled things that go through absurd shortages to single out loneliness.

/

Take 1
poems, Eliot Cardinaux
Bodily Press, 2023
bodilypress.bandcamp.com

In my wanting to appear forever specifically to no two people, I go back and forth, or went, here beside, in hereafter, of the writing of Eliot Cardinaux, as it is, or will be, in the chapbook Take 1. First take. Or perhaps: First, take. Oh title, oh instruction. This white space of abundance. This absent plenty. If it's true that the same poem comes to all over and over, then Cardinaux writes to each of how to be, differently, again. In the reading, I wrote a note-to-self to maybe unselve: I long to be in the moment and also I pine to misremember, though I am suddenly wrong to have ever kept them apart. As such, I am still being struck by these thrice thundered poems, by how they hold, and give away, the optimistic loneliness of the unexpected. As in the joke where god tells crow "Crow, this is your last, warning.", the poem looks, and can only look, where it's already.

/

Vexations
poems, Annelyse Gelman
The University of Chicago Press, 2023
annelysegelman.com

Whatever it is you've been trying to say, or hear, can probably be found in the interior stoppages and outbound etymologies of Annelyse Gelman's spiritually forwarded Vexations in which the current devours the recent but goes on to imagine that it’s eaten a de-aged now and so becomes terrified of the present. Born invented, it ended so many times I ran out of weeping. Rooted in the everyday that has to relive with itself, it's a hard book to finish once. I found things because things were everywhere and I found things because they disappeared twice. With its snapshots of acceptance, vacated visions, and exiting accumulations, the verse makes of the moment an inquiry that speech isn't normally asked to speak for. A password, here, seems to know our password and Gelman creates access from a de-awed strangeness and discovers elsewhere as the anchor of locale. It looks like the world. It looks like my misunderstanding of the world. Illusions offer safe passage to holograms. Mirages aid in the evacuation of hallucinations. I look sometimes at my children as data sets of worry. I can't say how briefly I long for each. Vexations gives measure, and leaves one with a closeness glowing for the losses of its following.

/

Dyscalculia
Camonghne Felix
One World, 2023

A blunt delicacy of slow care and tender economy, Dyscalculia, as doubly imagined by author and deeply reliable narrator Camonghne Felix, tells its story with its story. With break-up broken like the last romantic bone left as a soundbite trailing the howl that echo takes for snapping, it ensouls diagnosis with prognosis and makes of availability a border where on any given side a fringe context awards vision to those whose sight is an inheritance. Which is to say: It does the work. Felix uses verse as a suddenness with which to yield conversion from reversion while swearing on exhumations in a language that is both jarring and meditative. The performance itself designs a changeable, and elsewhere, audience that allows the reader to breathe above brackets and parentheticals as the marginalia of void and abyss. A warning, a trespass, a field, a comet- this is outside stuff that attends the inner. There is no reclaiming, here, of an old self, but rather a reclaiming of how one understands reinvention. To speak at its speaker, may we all ‘start to love what we know’, perhaps in stories such as this where the reading leaves those looking in the before-glow of its aftermath.

/

OVERLAND
Natalie Eilbert
Copper Canyon Press, 2023

The wrongdoing, the math of it, so often abstract. Or hermetic. I sleep in a dark room where I pretend to sleep and my only light is my seasick joy. It is not right for me to misunderstand. Don’t worry, I only know this now in this undated now that comes before and after reading Natalie Eilbert’s considerate, final, and genetic Overland. If I fail, here, to say what comes during any writing of and, please keep at the very least that I almost didn’t make it through the book as I was taken into a particular sadness in thinking on those who will never read it. I guess it is no small thing to feel as a reader that one is in a good soft eye coming upon an egg that will hatch on sight. Overland is a decentering work, a work of shortlisted patience that checks our fictions and does not fake its wrongdoings to relieve relief. Soaked in the desolate allowances of solace that isolate permission, its verse is blessedly always a vowel away from reliving rescue, and it keeps the skull beneath the light bulb long enough to interrogate every ask. It hurts. Its devastating callbacks pinpoint flaw and fail. Earthly boredom, bodily boredom, the boredom of long beings who belong. Eilbert is serious about play and also about play. As in, we can’t use a name that has a name. As in, invention has no mother. I hope you will see these poems, and in the seeing I hope something is placed in the immediately created left hand of a hallucinating birdlike bird. As in, be carried. Its vision is a song to, and to, the loss of our dual invisibility.

/

The New Quarantine
Johannes Göransson / Sara Tuss Efrik
Inside The Castle, 2023

So I'm just going to start in the middle, or the end. I have kids who can't laugh. They press button after button. I draw a smiley face on one of the buttons. I'm an uneducated vandal, you should know that. I don't know what happened. I got drunk before I got drunk. A week ago I started The New Quarantine by Johannes Göransson and Sara Tuss Efrik. It is an overwhelm. For some reason, the first thing I wrote in response to it was "A movie about three paper cuts." The thing is, I didn't follow that up, so I don't know what I meant by it, or what it was supposed to trigger in me. Anyway, THE BOOK, it seemed all heart and guts and inside joke and even more inside absolute immaculate un-fingerprinted leapfrogged footfalled sorrow. And I thought I was okay. But then, I got to the end of it tonight and all of those things are true, but also, everything is vividly falsified and now I am grieving a beginning. Look, explanation is a nostalgia. I try to make myself pristine. I was sick for six months this year and am better now but it fucked up my teeth. And people still want to read what I write. Hell is wrong with them. I am so not pretty but kind of able to film stuff in fake poems in between capitalisms. My youngest son doesn't make me think of death, but he should. He is not well and his not wellness isn't appropriate. I am all over the place and I am nowhere. I did not expect a week ago that The New Quarantine would childhood me back to now. I am a very basic lover of obsessions such as orphan and widow and mirror. Well, fuck. I am just going to say right now that I know for a fact that you're not going to stay with me this whole time because I am about to go so much more south SO RIGHT NOW if you love me or believe me or think my brain is worth the salt I turn it to, go buy The New Quarantine and while you're there or away, check out Haute Surveillance by Johannes Göransson and Toxicon and Arachne by Joyelle McSweeney and basically anything else written by them as one or all, etc.

I am a prophet with zero thoughts. This book was written before my memory kicked in. It builds collapse. All my words toward it will move away. I think it's right that things disappear. Right as rain that falls on one whose language lets me have mine. I don't believe I can scratch this off, even if I do. It's a lottery ticket that hell gave to apocalypse. It's a trap. Thirst escapes me. I cut up magazines about self-harm. I am trying to respond to these rejected sober closures of dead attractions. Arrogant, but belonging is an exile I abandon forward. In the reading, it is strange that I heard things advertised that no buying would solve. What dares violate the secret americana. Who. There is so much blood in the work that I can't tell whose blood is the silent alarm. I might have died for the laughing of the resurrected. Caught sex from a diseased script description of the exterior. In the reading also I felt like I was impressing god more with each spider I removed from my picturing of spiders. I unpeople. My suicide has no entry point, only penetration. Don't die, omg. This work is a love story, and I am glad I waited. It made me read it too quickly. I don't feel like I reached the end.

/

Gaze Back
poems, Marylyn Tan
University of Georgia Press, 2018

In Gaze Back, poet Marylyn Tan is a vandal of ache and etch whose verse erases plainness, whose voice knows to radio itself, whose vision evicts and eventually encodes. Ah the automated shrug of a shoulder, ah this constant state of notification. Tan’s is a prayerful anger of dismantling and differentiating, one that reimagines the student of injury into a wounded anti-weakness that tenderizes evasion might the promise of invisible scrutiny trick the microscope into seeing. Somewhere between documentary and dream, the body has its fun with pain and its cake with god. The whole work is a safe word sounding its de-worship of password. In the reading, I wanted to be resurrected, but was found alive. Wanted to look back, but the future of Gaze Back mattered. Matters.

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ON THE LONG BLUE NIGHT
poems, Eliot Cardinaux
Dos Madres Press, 2023

In some nearby deepness, language has forgotten how to understand the conversations between thunder and mirror. That nearby deepness could be singlehandedly so many that it might as well be predestined to be what belongs to poet Eliot Cardinaux in the precisely given away On The Long Blue Night. I question what nearby means and have to pick the echo that replies. But oh the echo that doesn't. If, of late, discovery is in a constant state of rehabilitation, Cardinaux gives us a verse embedded in what it recovers. Gives us a natural melancholy that separates moon and footprint might time pick different days to touch the earth. Gives us shrugged vulgarities of stonestruck awe might language learn eventually how madness cuts us short. This is a work and a voice afflicted with a great noticing, a hidden showmanship, a doomed unpredictability. A joy this tactile is frightening and freeing. I wrote the following note to myself in the reading, and then misread it, and then combined both, which are here: Your poem is in the room writing about the room I'm in. Many things are impossible.

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The Long Run & other true stories
Mishka Shubaly
2022

I circle this fucking thing and circle it later like a different fucking thing. I read half of it from my first copy, and the second half of it from my signed, second, copy. Mishka Shubaly seems a descendant of that writer one has probably read wrongly but that one has let go thinking correctly subconsciously that there’s another about to do it, not necessarily rightly, but separately with sadder madder swag. I made this a competition and oh well. My better angels are visiting family. Speaking of god, his ruining of the selfie is historic but not legendary. This thing reports, but drugs reportage, is direct, but overtaken and possessed. Shubaly is both an avoidant jokester and self-harmed other. He writes as one believing that the resurrected have been reincarnated as character actors. How unfair, how perfect. Read this book. It goes far enough, and it comes back. Pages 225 to 349, for me and my recency bias, seemingly recreate for the first time the how and the how of how the soundtrack kills the playlist. I felt like I ought to feel desire, writes Shubaly. Look, I don’t have a word to take, but the witness, here, proves proof. It won’t change you but changes itself. Thank hell.

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LETTERS TO APPLE-TOWN

Poems- Eliot Cardinaux
Bodily Press 2023

BE STILL: POEMS FOR KAY SAGE
Poems – Nadia Arioli
Kelsay Books, 2023

The poverty of presence. The precise unknown. Eliot Cardinaux is a poet of dual trinities asking to be made whole. In Letters To Apple-town, jazz makes nostalgia from a future it’s never been from. Whether it’s ‘the world against the world’ or ‘more memory than memory’, there is a finality to these restarted verses that makes the offhand feel instilled.

In reading this book, I have also been moving through Nadia Arioli’s Be Still: Poems for Kay Sage and am taken, and very replaced, by the elegantly accurate mysteries herein that make now a poor substitute for the recent. Somehow past, somehow addressing a future that comes from the future, the poems here respond to what ransoms the eye with a vision that erases hindsight. I lost my place not because it was a dream, but because I was stopped in my tracks before I could hide my sleep. This is a deeply awake work about work undone and reworked. Use your best hands.

The crossover isn't theirs, of course, and only partially mine, but I like to think I drink and strangers carry me home or at least point me to the same car that knows only for a moment where it is I live. I am broken in all places in a way I worship too quickly and birds open their eyes with their eyes. Where Cardinaux says ‘psychosis of signage’, Arioli says ‘gory miracle’, and I suddenly know which angel is an angel and which angel stands for god, and which angel is the third and only. If that makes sense, both these books are for you. And then, for me. And then, again, for you. Seek them out. Their findings matter.

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Men & Sleep
Jay Besemer
Meekling Press, 2023

chance animals
a man
a mania maintained

Jay Besemer’s Men & Sleep is a restlessly melodic verse of fractured energy and subtracted expedition. Ah, the maleness of my fake and tired knowing. A me-shaped forgetting. A you. I’m exhausted and can’t sleep. Sleep won’t die. I don’t know what my speaking touches. I don’t know where. Here is weather: The recency bias of the wounded latter. Here is a forest: The unbodied nearness of the hurt now. Besemer’s voice is pinpoint, but also un-surrounded. Bread and breadth. An underground melancholy, a pop-up tremor. The middle is the only beginning that can disprove origin. Tree, because tree. Ah, this formfitting imagery, squeezed through a scarred peephole. And these who-less creatures bathed far-off by the darkening of tomorrow’s remnant astonishment. It’s all here because it’s all there. One will feel partially found. Not by the all-ness of connection, nah. But by the mapped disconnection that holds things to the same legit remoteness.

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SUKUN
New and Selected Poems
Kazim Ali
Wesleyan University Press, 2023

Anxiety is the cure for anxiety. I want to worry on a corrected yesterday about the world. Belief, behave. The writing of Kazim Ali has always given my smallness a place to re-shadow the reshaped. But that’s the least of its giving. In Ali’s Sukun, the touched new and the pristine selected reveal themselves as differently chosen under the sameness of an art lit by the singularity of twinned inquiry. Such utterances are blessedly sick with a patience that approximates the space between god-distracted angels. Grave, ghost, gargoyle- by which clock does stillness begin to age? Longhand language and the would-be theft of silence. This is time’s early work.
January 1, 2024 / barton smock

love poem

I worry that in heaven I’ll think about heaven. No animal under a bomb has seen the churchbell of the missing earth. If there is a place you are looking for, I love you

there. Death doesn’t need god.