kingsoftrain

Lucy Harlow grew up in England and Hong Kong, and currently lives in Philadelphia. Her poetry has appeared in Bracken and her fiction in Aliterate; she is a Ph.D. candidate in English at Princeton.

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WHEN I WAS A RAINBOW

when I was a rainbow,
I was perfect nothing, nothing
of substance or spissitude, nothing
of particularity or place; I

only a truth at the intersection
of cloudbreak and sundown,
bent unseen athwart the sea spray; I
inevitable, invisible, voiceless and precise,
until, unsought, I find your eye.

now I am not truth but an array
of these intercessors, sense, and light is thick
and turns to dust bending in the arc of the eye.

our eye, now, my dear, my self, I lost in
vellum over crushed blood-red cochineal, and
oh, your soul all lampblack, cold as earth,

remembers when I was a rainbow, wonder-forged
rain-quenched, and new,
a…

all this can be yours
Isobel O’Hare
University of Hell, 2018

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In these erasures of apologies and of the subsequent defenses of those apologies, Isobel O’Hare uses form to unearth a more correct embodiment of those who’ve been allowed to appear fed simply for the low fruit in their hands. It is a sparse and a serious endeavor buoyed by O’Hare’s witness, a thing so immediately patient that it makes peripheral the hologram reliquary such men and their acolytes use as the muscle of disappearance.

You will find no trace of novelty, no bread crumb for decoy, here. If belief is the original text of worship, this is the math that removes the equation. And gods are made to show their work.

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reflection by Barton Smock

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{ SOFT FACTS }

we peck
in the darkroom
at the wrist
of a fish
our body language
proofing
the baby’s
dream

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body

like some use an alias. fingerprints

manna
for hand.

I was dreaming I guess
in the face of brevity

of god’s glassrabbit ocean

~

at a time
unlike this

the father
is all
appetite

the chicken, gone
he points

to its ghost…

my mouth
is a church, my clock
a Sunday spider

in a dry
toilet

(I’m passionate about my grief)

your shadow

dolled up
in the yard

cyborg, minotaur

not once
did I watch
them sleep

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I don’t know what she saw
in that jar

but she’s been hours

rubbing
my head
with a balloon…

dad switches out the bag on her head
and slips something in my mouth
while saying
mouse
in the dollhouse

I doze for a moment and see a priest

Elijah Tomaszewski received his MFA from Rosemont College and his BA from Susquehanna University. His work has been featured in Bright Sleep, Easy Street, Snapdragon: A Journal of Art & Healing, Jet Fuel Review, [apt], RiverCraft, and Tacenda Press. He lives in Philadelphia.

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tradition

a child is not to sleep in a crib without a red string tied around a rung,
as this could invite the Evil Eye.

a child is not to be named before its birth,
as this could also invite the Evil Eye.

a child is not to be named for a living relative,
as this could confuse the Angel of Death.

a child is not to be named for a dead relative,
as this could further confuse the Angel of Death.

a child is not to be kissed on the feet,
as the dead are asked for forgiveness in this way.

a child…