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May 9, 2019 / barton smock

spiritual correctives

rabbit’s wheelchair

to re
trace

the half
circle
of loss, god

checking
on the length

of her flight

May 8, 2019 / barton smock

Ohio deaths (xxiv)

you’re getting better but birth is still a joke that grief gets wrong. that luck forgets. dog is too old to look at the animal it younger replaced. care is mostly silent. a cricket in a cake. my tiny saw.

May 3, 2019 / barton smock

softenings

I am looking with wolf for the dream that raised it. I mean, not really. but I do miss you.

wolf or no

May 3, 2019 / barton smock

softenings

is there a path
my mouth
didn’t take
does birth
adopt
the poolside
language
of a signature
absence
is god
a swimmer
a talker
are there
hobby coffins
for nesting
dolls
can we

(kiss

May 2, 2019 / barton smock

{ small & before }

[estimations. longings.]

to adopt
god
the paperwork
alone

~~~~~

[sleep]

/ the broken hand of my whale-watching mother

// bruise
that plays
god

/// an owl
from the waist
up

~~~~~

[centipede]

a bookmark made by mother from the fingerprints of god. a stretcher mourned by a ladder. the last nerve of grief. recipe from the beginner’s guide to poverty. neckwear. dream’s comet.

~~~~~

[brevities]

if told by your hands to set myself on fire, I would pray my father into a snake and death would cry in a whale for every bee that lost its voice.

~~~~~

[childlike boredom]

never be more creative than your abuser.

I’ll bring christ, you

canary

~~~~~

[could be you’ll die]

in front of something
god remembers

May 2, 2019 / barton smock

Ohio deaths (xxiii)

permission
to report
sightings
of uncommon
roadkill

and
or

to estimate

multiple
longings

May 1, 2019 / barton smock

Ohio deaths (xxii)

if caught
early,

sickness will erase the body’s memory of dying.

(late,

will make
from god
a trapped
ghost

May 1, 2019 / barton smock

spiritual correctives

what is hunger but looking at the shape your mouth didn’t bring? what is the past, the present, the future

but glue stick, puberty, grief

god but the nothing

my hair
does at night

April 29, 2019 / barton smock

the circumstances surrounding the death of the exaggerated angel

i.

for every balloon animal
you finish
after stepping
on a nail

a child
will live.

ii.

tug my arm gently. complain

five times
to a starfish.

April 29, 2019 / barton smock

{ old, slightly edited, musics }

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[removal musics (x)]

this father
handing over
bibles
to prison-scene
extras, his sadness

sorrow’s
nondescript
editor…

the drive-in’s
elegiac
dog
/ nose
to the scarcity
of theatrical
emptiness…

the fish (a cigarette burn on the body of god

(gets bigger
over time….

how unfair
to insomnia
the monster
with child

~

[give god my space in the unleft church]

as you count on your teeth the losses I’ve turned to stone

~

[no musics]

I am to bed without supper for hiding my face from the lord. in the city, my brother is handcuffed for biting his wrists. still unborn is the calf that invented sadness. do I look like what you feel when you look at me? I think there is only hell.

~

[lawn musics]

books on arson, grammar, vandalism…

god, multiple owners.

a typewriter
touched by father
at night.

the electric chair my brother imagined
& the hair
my sister…

adam (who’s never known the age of eve

~

[confession musics]

I planted a gun on myself in a dream. also

dad
I was faking
sleep

sometimes death

~