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June 30, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 89

Less recently, home

of the longest 
newborn

* 

city 90

Band names include

Winloss
Childgroom
and City89

June 30, 2021 / barton smock

LIGHT-UP SWAN – poems – Tom Snarsky

LIGHT-UP SWAN
poems, Tom Snarsky
Ornithopter Press, 2021

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Oh, here we are. So far from our own writing. Here, again, thinking there is little left beyond yesterday's afterglow, beneath tomorrow's aftermath. I always believe I'm done with it, of course. And then, oh. Here. We. Are. Tipsy, and weeks into listening to a soundtrack no one wrote for a nightlight while opening and re-opening Tom Snarsky's collection Light-Up Swan. And there is hope in the hope that fate might finally volunteer. That going missing will go missing not as ordered by absence but instead as a goodwill gesture given to a presence that needs nothing in return yet desires a return on our nothing. And is it ours? I don't know. What I can speak to is how quickly this reflection of mine reappeared but only because it believed it had vanished. I'm here for that kind of belief, for the kind of work that starts sometimes, as Snarsky does, with the line This poem happens in an actual lake. I'm here to feel...far. Something factual: The first poem here is called The Star-Field Paintings and it is very beautiful and hard to move on, or to be away, from. How are there poems after it? There might not be, yet I could speak on them, and have been, and haven't heard a thing for weeks.  

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reflection by Barton Smock

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book is here
June 29, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 88

Your car long gone

You hear from your father
about a city
that has

One raccoon

no
cinema
June 26, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 85

Your body won't change if in your dream

There are many
people

*

city 86

Hand, hand, bar of soap.

Some fish are never

Hungry

*

city 87

Even god's children get their death from books
June 22, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 84

City of my grandmother, grandfather, aunt.
City of my human 
year's 
dog.

Death has never known what it's looking for.

Believes it will remember

June 15, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 81

I forget to eat and god says I am swimming

*

city 82

The sleep I do in my sleep

I can't
carry this

*

city 83

My son's wrist 
Was a flower
But vanished

June 11, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 80

How quietly they eat

This far, even

From the birdwatcher's strangled son


June 10, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 79

Instead something joins the body

And two 
places

Die
June 9, 2021 / barton smock

city,

city 76

Our waiting and our leaving

The moment
they meet

*

city 77

Occasionally the odd ghost that worships
blood and glue

*

city 78

I can't always find the year I believed in god

June 9, 2021 / barton smock

(thereabouts

from nearby 2008 bc I can't stop being old and done with writing

NOSTALGIA

my father
he was in
this poem

yesterday
so deeply
that I-  damn.

they repo
even
dark.