For three years, the baby doesn’t cry. We hold two funerals for the same dog and throw a birthday party for a nosebleed. We each lose a car on the ice. We buy fish food for friends who don't have fish and it makes them miss each other. We eat in front of the baby. I don’t think we can stop. Our friends ask the year. God hears nothing but us.
a fish named tooth decay a spiderweb in a pill bottle
Dear you, I am at a word for loss. My brother is alive and shows me where the bullet hit another bullet. I am poor. They talk about me like I’m here.
The first fruit to be forbidden was made in a lab by two children who’d died in a treehouse from not knowing when to eat. The angel avoids orphans.
Sound is echo’s silent alarm. I close my mouth underwater and yours opens in Ohio. God overthinks a deer. I want my children to be alive all the time.
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We hear from grief that loss feels left out. Why write. Because it's hard to surprise god and even harder to avoid. Maybe. Proximity keeps eating the distance that keeps my mouth open. I am grateful. For those who believe the poor exist outside of being made. For those who believe that one can get sick and not know it and so replace their knowing with another's. For writing and for not writing. For my children who leave and come back and stay and drift off. For my brothers who are each disappearing into the darkroom to fully develop our vanishings. For my father who sends me photos of things that happened and teaches me to change how I remember. For my mother who goes from place to place understanding the needs of people who have no person. For Gen who leaves nothing and no one out and carries the near and the far to the same secret place where passwords have been put to sleep. I have some pictures. You've probably seen them. Pretend they're there.
Pain is the movie our pain can’t make. We put water in a cup where it passes out. I wanted to be when young a stickman. Walk on your brother. He swallowed a nail.
The poem about nothing. The poem about nothing lost. It’s been a long invisible day. You keep my dream god a secret. You have a mom. Our sisters take turns took turns dying.
All dark corners, crooked cartoons, and unmoved toys, Kyle Edward Ball's Skinamarink had me believing that I was watching something I shouldn't be. Eavesdropper, accomplice, whatever. To some vague but definitive evil. Not so much wavelength as undertow. Not so much point of view as earworm witness. Injury sleeps in the afterlife, it seems, and the stitches have come off. More than likely, the movie is still there, and you've gone by in a blur.
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