{ no there but here }

recent at {isacoustic*}:

three poems by Adeeba Shahid Talukder:
person Adeeba Shahid Talukder, three poems

seven poems by Tim Miller:
person Tim Miller, seven poems from School of Night

two poems by Sherre Vernon:
person Sherre Vernon, two poems

four poems by Robert Okaji:
person Robert Okaji, four poems

one poem by Charlotte Hamrick:
person Charlotte Hamrick, one poem

reflection on Space Struck by Paige Lewis:
{ Space Struck – poems – Paige Lewis }

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recent privately self-published books:

Animal Masks On the Floor of the Ocean, 124 pages, 10.00
poems, June 2019
can be purchased via paypal (bartsmock@gmail.com)
or Venmo @Barton-Smock-1

MOTHERLINGS, 52 pages, 4.00
poems, June 2019
can be purchased via paypal (bartsmock@gmail.com)
or Venmo @Barton-Smock-1

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diets of the resurrected (thru 10/25/19)

The baby has jumped.  The baby is trying to find its place in the home of having done.  The baby will land and maybe you can say something over it in that voice you do.  In that voice your mother loves more than ruined gender-reveal balloons.  Cold prom balloons.  Than your father’s spit.  Than a star.  Horse’s forehead.  Than a horse clapping for a lap-dancing horse.

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The baby will be dead and bleed like a dream.  For now, it licks without you the insides of a tree.  Have you read its book?  It wrote a book.

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When an Ohio rabbit stops eating, every couple not married thinks they are.  This is how baby, not how rabbit, happened.  How babies not how rabbits.  Ohio.

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The baby was on a date and began to feel sick.  Suddenly, the baby’s date was able to crawl.  It crawled into the sea, or something nearby.  Something nearby is always the sea.  A neighbor girl in a pillowcase.  All of her, the whole thing.  And then the sea comes that thinks it’s the sea.  She is saying we have bones because angels don’t know how to eat.

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I love the baby.  Apple’s footprint I love the baby.  You love the baby and you lord often that you’ve a more alien emptiness.  The baby can’t see mirrors.  That’s not why it jumped.

Jesus wants to come back, but god isn’t old enough.

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I remember as a brother I fought with mine for the number of toothbrushes we could spot in a horror movie.  I can still tell what’s caused a bruise by the baby it’s on.

Baby the thinking man’s miscarriage.  Lung’s lookalike. Lung’s missing lookalike.  Psalm the plural of palm.

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The baby slept on and off in a prop oven. In Ohio, holding your breath underwater is called insomnia. We wrote poems with lines like does anything look more abandoned than a table of contents? Titles like priest of snow, pipe tobacco w/ showerhead, and abuse was better as a sitcom.

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On tv, the baby guards a salt lick while wearing the crown of thorns as a belt. Outside the tv, a random sister pulls her thumbnail loose and a paper doll starts to breathe. The fish watches all of it through a hole in the fish.

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Its favorite movie is the wind.  Its mother found its father waiting for a cat to die.

Is there no one to hold its mouth?

Even god is afraid of sex.

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Mom I am the third boy to finish my wolf. Mom the baby likes you when you’re eating. Mom the snow has picked the water clean. Mom Ohio. In the food you couldn’t help.

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Some history:

The baby had heard of a quiet glacier searching Ohio for the lost belly button of nothing and so left us in God, the capital of Death.

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Some current:

Absence spares no one and birth keeps a record of who birth skipped.

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Loss is just an absence that’s outlived its helplessness.  I say this knowing there is a tree that my mother keeps two of her teeth in.  I say this unsure of the shape my stomach makes when on the moon my siblings gather the bones of god.

Our skin is afraid of angels.  Have the baby that makes your ghost cry.

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The baby holds its breath beside a bag of blue flour.  My stars I didn’t mean to die so plainly.

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This rabbit hole we use for the shadow’s mouth. These squirrels bowing in the priesthood of sleep.  Do we have briefly what we want?  Each of us a bad hand that drops a baseball?  Is fasting a weight class?

A tadpole is Ohio’s nightlight.  Babies, when touched, belong to the same alarm clock.

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Ohio:

Sounds from the childhood of god’s vocabulary.  Animal hair in a father’s shoes.  Lightning.  Brothers reaching into scarecrows for ice.

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The baby tells me in its own way that its mouth is sad and has been for longer than mine.  I need proof, but the movers eat their moth then come for the dark.

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You know that spotless child, dead from swallowing a question mark, who believed you could scratch a bullet with blood?  She says we all have a second body sleeping in a hole that never comes.

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The color of my toothbrush. To miss god.  Which bible stories still have nudity.  Small things, new to the history of my forgetting…

Those creatures, that boat.

A smaller vessel with one of each.

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In the mouth of one who opens a sentence with the word verbatim, there is a sorrow searching for the breast of a shadow.  Overheard is not the name of an Ohio street.  The baby is no cook but is the only knower of what my eyes will eat in the dark.  No one in Ohio laughs when you say bornography to your sister who says orbituary.  One can be pregnant and study the wrong children.

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Jesus was the world’s worst ghost. I hold my son but can’t say what I hold him like. Dad paints with ache. Mom with grief. Our empty babies rate the void.

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In most of her dreams, someone else is falling. Sound is the child of two footprints that lose an earring. If there, see my wrist signal yours.

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I am allowed one imaginary friend as long as it’s a boy when I share it with my brother. This story has no bones. Its seesaw turns to salt. You can’t watch porn and say you believe in ghosts.

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Ohio introductions:

A god finds its mother in a joke about the food chain and is no longer sad that human babies don’t walk right away

Hunger remains your painting of the angel’s predicted appetite

The wind gets that way by looking for its twin

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I think of my mother in her block of ice summoning a curling iron and of my father sending a robot to prison.  Of a leafblower named mercy hugged by my brother for outing my sister’s electric chair.  Of nakedness, poor nakedness, always playing itself in the story of had we not been invented we would’ve had to exist.  Of how daughter she highlights an entry on hair loss in the cannibal’s diary.  Of how one holds the owl and one pours the paint and how both, knowing how to dream, choose this

and how they are both a boy in a bottomless mirror asking if death is still known for its one mistake.

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I was not in love but I did go all the way to heaven to tell someone I was tired. They were there, of course. But there like a sister. Sweeping a church.

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Ohio exits:

Owl is maybe a lamb that’s having non-lamb thoughts like did I forget inventing the bruise?

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Every mother wants a five letter word for grief but has instead a son whose thick hair grows when yanked. Outside means either tick season or John the Baptist. My blood type is God became trapped in an Ohio dog when the color blue saw his ghost.

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