returning
childish nicknames for the messiah
these desperate meditations
on the ghost
of a sober
twin
I am not death but enter
like it
the church
of so many
canceled
spelling bees
to ask
whose punishment
for being born
am I
childish nicknames for the messiah
these desperate meditations
on the ghost
of a sober
twin
I am not death but enter
like it
the church
of so many
canceled
spelling bees
to ask
whose punishment
for being born
am I

Your title ‘returning’ puts me in mind of the lemniscate.
That’s an impactful ending too. i don’t know what benefits finding out would bring you, but it is certainly strong poetry & where better are questions put than in a poem?