Letter 030425
Dear Ethel Cain by now abuse is nostalgia’s first job
I did not mean to pay attention to my life. For that, I am touchable and sorry. Not dying earlier is always the most cruel month. In school, in second grade, I wet myself two days in a row. I’ve never been able to scare the right people. During the assault, I spotted on the bathroom floor a pencil nearly sharpened out of existence. I thought of a star, a cigarette, and of a newborn being sucked back into its mother. I burned my face on a mask as something god could use when asked about my teeth.
kingsoftrain 
Wonderful ♥️